It’s been such a
long time since I last posted something.
Lately life has
not been a bed of roses…neither was it so terrible.
Often I wanted
to come here and just write down my turmoil but then I would rather shut myself
in my own little world and suffer in silence.
The past months
were eventful in the sense that I met a few people. I discovered and understood my friendship
towards some special people and at the same time I realised that deep down
myself, I do not know where I am heading and what I really want.
Today itself, my
dad asked me to be more positive. This
is something that many people have told me about. I am too negative in life and believe me; a
negative approach in life will never lead you anywhere far… Ok, so to be positive?
At times I just
wonder how to change myself and adopt a more positive attitude and show some more
self-confidence in myself?
Hell…life has
not always been easy, with lots of downs than ups…but yet I have been able to
face it all and I am still going on. Yet
at times I feel so weak and say to myself that this time I won’t be able to
face it all. But when I sit back and
think well…there are many people who are in worse situations than mine, then
why am I complaining on petty things?
There comes my
inspiration then to move on in life…
Today when I was
going to work in the Bus, I was just thinking about my life…about how I should
let go of the past and of its demons and how I should really concentrate on my
life NOW and try to make a better future of what is left to be lived.
Well, every time
I say the same thing but do not keep up to the promise. But I will try to be more regular in my
writings and come up with some interesting things…
I am still
thinking how to improve my blog…what to post and I should admit that often the
inspiration is not there…
Anyway beautiful
people…..keep safe
Loads of love
Mina
You know, saying that you shouldn't complain because other people have it worse than you do, is not a reason. You ARE allowed to complain as much as you want to. It is your life. Nobody can compare what you're going through to what a kid in Africa is going through. The situations are different, and in both cases, people are sad.
ReplyDeleteYou have the right to be sad. You have the right to be negative. But don't wallow.
Sending positive thoughts
Sonia x
Thanks Sonia...at least one person understands me and I feel less guilty when I complain....
ReplyDeleteAmazing blog and very interesting stuff you got here! I definitely learned a lot from reading through some of your earlier posts as well and decided to drop a comment on this one!
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