It’s been such a
long time since I last posted something.
Lately life has
not been a bed of roses…neither was it so terrible.
Often I wanted
to come here and just write down my turmoil but then I would rather shut myself
in my own little world and suffer in silence.
The past months
were eventful in the sense that I met a few people. I discovered and understood my friendship
towards some special people and at the same time I realised that deep down
myself, I do not know where I am heading and what I really want.
Today itself, my
dad asked me to be more positive. This
is something that many people have told me about. I am too negative in life and believe me; a
negative approach in life will never lead you anywhere far… Ok, so to be positive?
At times I just
wonder how to change myself and adopt a more positive attitude and show some more
self-confidence in myself?
Hell…life has
not always been easy, with lots of downs than ups…but yet I have been able to
face it all and I am still going on. Yet
at times I feel so weak and say to myself that this time I won’t be able to
face it all. But when I sit back and
think well…there are many people who are in worse situations than mine, then
why am I complaining on petty things?
There comes my
inspiration then to move on in life…
Today when I was
going to work in the Bus, I was just thinking about my life…about how I should
let go of the past and of its demons and how I should really concentrate on my
life NOW and try to make a better future of what is left to be lived.
Well, every time
I say the same thing but do not keep up to the promise. But I will try to be more regular in my
writings and come up with some interesting things…
I am still
thinking how to improve my blog…what to post and I should admit that often the
inspiration is not there…
Anyway beautiful
people…..keep safe
Loads of love
Mina
